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Thursday, February 21, 2013

THE APOLOGY, THAT WAS LONG IN THE MAKING (EDITED/UPDATED AND AMENDED 3/4, 3/24, 5/24, 5/27, 6/15, 6/16, 6/19 & 12/29/2013 as well as 1/5, 1/9, 1/26, 2/15, 4/20, 6/9, 12/16 & 12/18/2014 in addition to 2/8 & 2/9/2015)!

Introduction:
Of the individuals whom I was acquainted with during my school years, Celia (pictured below) was the one individual who was "reported" to be personally disappointed with my


AS PREVIOUSLY STATED ON THE PAGES OF THESE BLOGS, NONE WHO CONTRIBUTED TO THE MANGLING OF MY IDENTITY, WILL BE PERMITTED TO REMAIN ON THE PAGES OF THESE  BLOGS INDEFINITELY, AND FOR THAT REASON, THE PHOTO, WHICH WAS PREVIOUSLY INCLUDED HERE WAS REMOVED. 
decision with regards my wedding choice because she was the individual with whom I had spent the much time over the last approximate year of my studies in the U.S. A. She is Barbadian, by birth and had been visiting this Country after Mrs. Rawlins’ (identified at the BRAZANT/HARBIN WEDDING PHOTO ALBUM - UPDATED), visited Barbados in 1979 (as the


AS PREVIOUSLY STATED ON THE PAGES OF THESE BLOGS, NONE WHO CONTRIBUTED TO THE MANGLING OF MY IDENTITY, WILL BE PERMITTED TO REMAIN ON THE PAGES OF THESE  BLOGS INDEFINITELY, AND FOR THAT REASON, THE PHOTO, WHICH INCLUDED THE "FREE LOADER SYMPATHIZER" MRS. RAWLINS, WAS REMOVED.    



 

above correspondence documents)  and made arrangements for Celia to visit the U.S. following her visit. Not only was Mrs. Rawlins in attendance at my 1982 wedding as the above linked ALBUM documents, but she was also my invited guest at the TCI Graduation on August 14, 1980 as depicted in the previously linked post and documented in the paragraph three (3) of the post THE ACQUAINTANCE WHOSE FRIENDSHIP WAS UNEXPECTEDLY CONSISTENT (EDITED W/INSERTS)!. Furthermore, because her home was my residence for much of the duration while I was a student, the Canon GL111 camera by default, was documented and etched among her possessions as # 18 (as described in the post THE CHANGES THAT FOILED THE "BLACKOUT"! In addition, also included below are tidbits of activities/memories from the duration  in question because she also often accompanied me while on my way to classes or some related activity while on her way to participate in her own affairs and since she was at the time considering furthering her studies I gave her some of my English and 
THIS NOTE FROM MY "DEAR" FRIEND CELIA, WHICH WAS
STRATEGICALLY INCLUDED IN THE CARD PICTURED
THE SYMBOLISM EXPRESSED BY THE CANDLES IN THIS
CARD FROM CELIA WAS AN INDICATION THAT THOSE OF
THE "FREE LOADER'S CAUSE" (WITH WHOM SHE CAST HER
LOT) WERE VERY MUCH AWARE OF MY TRUE HERITAGE,
SUCH AS THE EXPEDIENT, MRS. RAWLINS.   
psychology text books I no longer needed.

The Conclusion:
These concise descriptive details simply put, is my apology to my shy young "friend", not because of any mistreatment on my part, but due to the fact that I never really got to explain anything to her in great detail beyond the one phone call made to make her aware of my status (as documented in the post HOW THE RECORDING OF MY JOURNEY SAVED THE DAY (EDITED). Even under the circumstances. However, as has now become apparent, my shy young "friend" was a willing participant in the subterfuge as well as the expedient, Mrs. Rawlins the "free loader sympathizer". In reflecting back on the "tongue thrashings" she  
This photo was taken with the Canon G111 by Celia
and these files mentioned in the post THE CHANGES
THAT FOILED THE "BLACKOUT", which can be used to
reconstruct most of my accomplishments not only
includes photos of the unique developments in my
school years but also a few of me by one who was
a thoughtful "shy friend" during those school
years, which expedient "free loaders" use to hide
behind in their borrowed identities as documented
in the bulleted listing in the "As documented on the
pages of these of these Blogs..." paragraph of the
Conclusion section of the post HOW CAN THERE
BE ANY DEGREE OF CONFIDENCE THAT THE STATE 
OF FINANCIAL FIRMS IS WHAT IT APPEARS TO BE -
UPDATED AND AMENDED?  
experienced from the expedient Mrs. Rawlins, (away from my hearing, but not out of sight); I have to conclude that she (Celia), EVENTUALLY CAVED IN AND JOINED because of the treatment she received, which in hindsight in my opinion was aimed at ensuring the collaboration of my shy young "friend" as did take place.
In spite of her actionsI decided to apologize for the treatment she received at the "hands" of one who in reality turned out to be a "free loader sympathizer", who knew better, a cause (the "free loader's"), which was unknown to me at that time that ultimately led to her joining with them to mimic events in my life. What a terrible position in, which to place an unsuspecting young lass (barely in her late teens at that time) who never previously left her Mother's "arms" and entrusted with a callous perverted sympathizer on her first such trip. This says a great deal about her "Mother's" care and concern for the young life that she had been entrusted with.  
I am now aware that she (Celiafound the courage to act honorably and apologized to an individual whom her actions had helped to compound the undeserved sidelining to, which she had been subjected as documented in the post OVERCOMING GROWING UP WITHOUT A PICTURE IN YOUR LIFE by the actions that she and others had on her. In reality, she found the courage to act honorably when it really mattered most as did some other courageous witnesses did as documented in the Conclusion of the post ONE TOO MANY COINCIDENCES - EDITED/UPDATED AND AMENDED.